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[fic] Obsession (PG-13) Yunho/Jaejoong

Title: Obsession
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-15
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys, nor the lyrics
Summary: you are an obsession
I cannot sleep




The lyrics are taken from “Obsession” by Animotion.
This is for sacchlovedbsk & andraangel5. Had the funnest, crackiest time talking yesterday..^___^

~*~*~


you are an obsession
I cannot sleep



The crimson rays of the dying sun taint the ground…a bloody evening spilling into the restless night. The cries of the little children at play in front of him fill his ears, but he looks to the sky, lost to his memories.


The faint lines along his face fade away, the harsh set of his jaw disappears, he turns around when he grasps his hand. They are running together towards the sunset, hand-in-hand, and as he gazes into the mysterious haunting depths of those eyes, it feels like he has finally come home after a long tiring day.


I am a possession unopened at your feet.
There's no balance
no equality



Those memories shift now—reminiscences of the harsh crunch of tires on asphalt, the mangled wreck of bodies on metal, blood spattered on the sidewalk. He screams and screams and screams- for what?- he knows this is a nightmare he will never wake from.

Downy lashes falling on softly closed eyes, a slight smile playing on those lips when Yunho desperately presses kisses after kisses; tears mingling with breath. He looks so calm, so peaceful, that Yunho can’t find the heart to try wake him up. Jaejoong has always been beautiful, but he had never looked so ethereal before that day of parting; that ethereal face he takes with him to keep in his heart forever.


His eyes drift to the present. He gets up slowly, and walks towards the children. They halt their play, innocent eyes looking expectantly at him, waiting for the day he would take them to his lap, kiss their foreheads goodnight. He laughs hollowly, Jaejoong’s face in front of his eyes all the time. They stare at him for a while before turning away, once again engrossed in their game. Children are fickle like that.


I will collect you and capture you.
Like a butterfly
a wild butterfly



He grasps his youngest by the chin, tilting his face, searching for any sign, any trace of him- those perfect lips, the porcelain skin, the depthless eyes.


It was hard to recreate such perfection, such elegance.


And he had failed.


"Again"


As if she could read minds, she appears behind him, long fingernails slipping past his sweater, faintly scratching skin. He allows himself to follow her to the house, shedding his clothes on the way, slipping between the sheets.


"Again"

You are an obsession
you're my obsession

~*~*~


A/N: This was supposed to be angst, but if you start snorting with laughter halfway please don’t brick me


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Comments

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andraangel5
Feb. 28th, 2009 12:11 pm (UTC)
Omo O__o...this was beautiful and sooo intriguing at the same time!!!

I LOVEEE this:

"Downy lashes falling on softly closed eyes, a slight smile playing on those lips when Yunho desperately presses kisses after kisses; tears mingling with breath. He looks so calm, so peaceful, that Yunho can’t find the heart to try wake him up. Jaejoong has always been beautiful, but he had never looked so ethereal before that day of parting; that ethereal face he takes with him to keep in his heart forever."

the way you picture Jae in this gave me such a sensation, like an entire mixture of feelings!

Aoiiii! This is great, really! I fond myself watching Yunho, like sitting besides him as he was watching the children.
This was angst for me dear, never laughed while reading it! You described this moment so good and left so many unanswered questions as well.

Thank you sooo much for this! Arigatooo ^____^
I enjoyed every part of it!
<33333 *huggles you tight*


muramatsu_aoi
Feb. 28th, 2009 07:55 pm (UTC)
andra-chaaannnn!!~~ ohayou~~

im so so glad the angst part turned out alright..was half-asleep when this cracky idea struck me, so wasnt sure it was going to work..

for two seconds, thought you would brick me for converting yunho's obsession w kids into something sinister. XD

*squishes you like yunho's bambi*.. <33333

btw..have you seen the footage of dbsk at a piano prodigy's house(dun remember the name right now)..i think after that they had a sort of concert with her...
andraangel5
Feb. 28th, 2009 09:40 pm (UTC)
hehe...brick you...neee! he does have an obsession, doesn't he? but it's sooo cute! i remember reading something about him, and he was saying he wishes time would pass faster so he could be 30. i think he really wants to be a dad!

omg...only yesterday i was talking to my friend about me wanting to be huggable like bambi sooo thank youuuu!!!

yep saw that one, he was so cute carrying her and taking care of her all through the performance. i remember they were singing "You raise me up", and after Yunho gave her chocolates and she gave one to him to.

<33333
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 1st, 2009 09:36 am (UTC)
he was saying he wishes time would pass faster so he could be 30.

omg!!!~~ i swear my heartbeat kicked up a notch...^/////^

dunno..kids just seem to *gravitate* to him ne..in fact havent seen many pics of the other dbsk members with kids..loooved the way he just held her on his lap throughout, whispering to her like that..he'd really make a great gentle appa ^///^ someone tell me why am i blushing right now

btw did you see the previous part? the one where they all go to her house...jae starts cooking for her (band umma that he is) while the others go play..?

andraangel5
Mar. 1st, 2009 07:58 pm (UTC)
hehe blushing ne? am with you on this one!

Yep! saw the first part to! Jae was sooo cute to, worrying that she might not like what he was cooking! *sigh*
And all of them were great playing with her and all, but you could feel/see the connection with Yunho! You are absolutely right! Kids do tend to stick to him more, and you can see how he's enjoying that. I love the look in his eyes as he looks at her when she plays the piano! His eyes say it all! *major sigh*

hehe saw you tagged me ^^ will do it as until tomorrow, promise!
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 1st, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
I love the look in his eyes as he looks at her when she plays the piano!

yea..definitely agree..especially the way he keeps talking to her when the entire program is going on..they're soo oblivious to everything else there. Yunho has really got the *gentlest* eyes ne..they speak so much, that there's no need for words..though she's blind(im hoping im not mistaken), she'd have really sensed it that the unknown person whose lap she's on really cares.. gosh im so sentimental its sounding weepy

about the meme..looking forward to it!~~
andraangel5
Mar. 1st, 2009 08:55 pm (UTC)
gosh...every time i talk to you about yunho i get so mushy! *am such a fool for him*
yes she is blind, and i think she did feel yunho and his feelings, because i remember that SuperJunior members were the first ones to visit her, or discovered about her, i don't really remember how exactly; and yunho was the one that was closest to her, i could almost feel that she trusted him, i don't know why but that was the sensation, SHE TRUSTED HIM

yep, read yours and it's really challenging, not to mention that i'm not allowed to repeat your answers and the letter i'll use is also A hehe...am gong to have fun i know it! i'll get to it after i finish writing something!
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 2nd, 2009 01:46 pm (UTC)
dont worry about the mushy part dear...im spazzing here right now too!~ about the trusting part, dunno but, I think that since she cant see, she really has to rely on her sixth sense when it comes to strangers ne..so even though absolutely anyone can come and sweet talk to you like that, she sensed that yunho's got a pure soul..

but seriously andra-chan..dbsk are such are bunch of dorks.. I just cant stop remembering that episode..when it was time to leave, you could literally feel they were sooo sad..that they didnt want to go..the way they kept hugging her, and touching her like that. (I think Junsu even pecked her on the lips a little~)..

the person who had tagged me..even she's got a name from A..so you can imagine hw frustrating it is to find a new answer lol.. ^__^
lunarrays
Feb. 28th, 2009 04:34 pm (UTC)
i really felt Yunho's heartbreak and determenation.
it's kinda sad that he's trying to recreate a loss love, but, sometimes the heart makes us do things that the mind has to question.

really good, and never did I snort with laughter once, in fact i almost started crying.

so sad...
muramatsu_aoi
Feb. 28th, 2009 07:43 pm (UTC)
he's trying to recreate a loss love, but, sometimes the heart makes us do things that the mind has to question

*gives a tight hug*

wow!~~I was apprehensive whethr people would get the angst part of it---but thank you thank you sooo much..im really touched & relieved...

thanks again for reading bb <3
sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 3rd, 2009 07:02 am (UTC)
yikessss~~~ gomennn!
omg!!! i'm late!! ><
will be back!! *goes up to read* ^^
sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 3rd, 2009 07:09 am (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
aoi~~~
this is so sad, it hurts!><

omg, i love this lines the most,bb:

The faint lines along his face fade away, the harsh set of his jaw disappears, he turns around when he grasps his hand. They are running together towards the sunset, hand-in-hand, and as he gazes into the mysterious haunting depths of those eyes, it feels like he has finally come home after a long tiring day.

gawd, yunjae not together in the end~~
*mentally transforms the woman into jae instead* ><

and this too,bb. heartbreakingggg~~~ TT-TT!:

He grasps his youngest by the chin, tilting his face, searching for any sign, any trace of him- those perfect lips, the porcelain skin, the depthless eyes.

It was hard to recreate such perfection, such elegance.

And he had failed.

"Again"

just the word "again" is enough to unravel me,bb.

all in all, such a beautiful piece of writing,aoi-chann~~ thank you!! domo arigatou for the dedication!! *blushing happily* ><

<3 <3 <3

muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 3rd, 2009 07:17 pm (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
mentally transforms the woman into jae instead*

LOL!!!~~I'm really rolling with laughter at this!!~~

But I think thats what we're *all* tempted to do in our fics ne..

its really sweet of you to read bb *huggles*..hope the writers-block-combined-with-stress has gone away by now..
sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 4th, 2009 03:27 am (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
hehe. *the woman has now became jaejoongie* ><

yup!!! moichiru!! dangyunghaji!!of course!!

cneifhuc!! in a way,bb. i think i'm pushing myself too hard!! kihkih! thanksieeesss!!

it was a pleasure to read this!!
p/s: can you make jae stays with yunnie next time? puhweeezeee?
*puppy eyes* fluff?? *major puppy eyes*
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 4th, 2009 07:37 pm (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
unnie..its was really worrying to read your schedule like that..have some rest once in a while k?

yes..I DEFINITELY will make yunjae stay together next time..but not without a *good* dosage of suffering before that *evil smirk*..

what about your work? any new fics planned? or are you thinking about finishing the juncest one? ^_____^

sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 5th, 2009 06:13 am (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
hait! no worries,bb. when i reached a breaking point, i'll automatically stop then. until then, i'll just keep pushing myself. am trying to see how far i can go before i break this time. crazy theory, i know. the last time i did that, it was 48 hours of writing and no sleep, before i collapsed on day 3. but this time, so far so good.

hehe. you!! okay, make them suffer as much as you want, as long as they stay together in the end!!! yaaaayy!

ahhh, the jun-cest ne! i'm pushing it to a corner for a while, since i have one-shots to complete at the mo, so maybe that will come later.
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 5th, 2009 07:21 pm (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
hehe..cant wait to read the one-shots..its sooo much fun when you get to read the entire story withuot having to wait for all the chaps to be posted..

really *really* curious how you came up with the idea of the jun-cest..havent come across any incest fics at the dbsk comms at all..though read a few back when i used to lurk around anime fanfiction..

dunno~~ there's something fascinating about that subject ne...^__^
*runs off before i can scare anyone else*..
sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 7th, 2009 05:45 am (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
haha! yeah, and one-shots are less demanding and less time -consuming either..hmm, i'mbeginning to think that working on one-shots are more like a simple crush, but working with chaptered is like being in a marriage of some sorts, because it's a long-term commitment and stuffs. hmm, kinda true ne?

haha!! i'm beginning to think that perhaps i'm one of the very very few ppl who write jun-cest? i did come across one writer who write a drabble on jun-cest! but she stopped with that one fic. hmm, why won't ppl write jun-cest? i'm a fan of incestous relationship actually! and not very much of yunjae incest, but as for jun-cest, seeing as how they are brothers in RL, my oh my, adds fuel to my fire!!roaaarr!!

hehe, rest assured you're not scaring me,bb!
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 8th, 2009 11:43 am (UTC)
Re: yikessss~~~ gomennn!
working with chaptered is like being in a marriage of some sorts=== ssoo true bb..it must take lot of work keeping the muse alive, being true to the characters over such a loong period of time..

hmm..well junho doesnt really star that mch in dbsk fics ne..if ppl do want oc's in the story they normally look to the suju members..actually havent really read anything w the dbsk members family in them...or maybe just miss sanzo's fic starring ji-hye (yunho's sis)..

ehh..your a fan of incest too??.. ^__^...actually i think given the way the kim brothers are close..youre kind of justified having them as a pairing..remember the one interview when they said junsu doesnt have *any* celeb friends coz he hangs out with his bro so much??



shonamukhi
Sep. 20th, 2012 11:28 am (UTC)
OMG!yunjae!T_T.its so sad </3 It hurts :'( but i LMAOed at ur A/n,XD
muramatsu_aoi
Sep. 20th, 2012 02:47 pm (UTC)
good god! this was written so long back I had to double check & confirm is was me!!

XD thank you for reading though
shonamukhi
Sep. 20th, 2012 03:09 pm (UTC)
OMG..I JUST NOW SAW THE DATE WHEN U WROTE THIS!! 3 YEARS!!O_O...
its a great story..ppl must read this and comment..^^..
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