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Title: Of Courting Danger and Late Night Bike-rides
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Genre: Angsty-fluff..or fluffy-angst? you decide ^__^
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys.

Prompt: meaning of life and death


The meaning of death…the meaning of life..

There is something addicting in the way the streetlights seem to flash you past. All blurring red-green speckles as the stinging wind draws tears from your eyes. Blood pumps in your ears...cold numbing your fingers; yet you clutch the handlebars all the more tighter. You are free, finally flying, breaking shackles from all that which ties you to the ground, a temporary respite from those perturbing questions (~and yet you know that it’s not the questions that make you so uneasy, you are unafraid, but what you fear are the answers it draws from you~)

And maybe…just maybe…if you went that much faster…more reckless… let go .. you could see the end of this futile hunt. Lurking in the shadows, just beyond reach; the reason you choose to dance around danger like this. And the answers, troubled by them as you are, you’d finally let yourself rest..

Control is a fragile thread; life grazes past you…just like the wind flitting through your fingertips.

..And Jaejoong is hooked.


The first time Yunho sees him like that, wild-eyed and windblown after a long hard reckless drive through Seoul’s streets; it earns him a slap to the face.

“Don’t you dare take your life so lightly”

Jaejoong can feel those shackles form again, anchoring him to the ground. He needs to escape, he’s tired of this constant grappling and battling. To think for a moment that he’s finally understood, just to let it wash over him like a surging wave, making him lose him balance and fall.

There’s a strange look to Yunho’s eyes, a wild desperation that begs him to understand. Whatever that he’s trying to tell you. To acknowledge those answers that keep him awake on nights. The need to just throw his self-imposed control to the wind and let go.

Oh...Jaejoong wishes he could understand, but he’s so lost..so lost..


Down in the garage, the engine revs up noisily. He slips his leather gloves on, flexing his fingers before adjusting the gears. The sharp taps of someone descending the stairs has him turning around.


Yunho wordlessly gets onto the bike, hands bracing against Jaejoong’s shoulders, resting his body against the solid strength.

The chilly breeze wraps around him, and suddenly, the brimming of tears lending him unforetold strength, he is laughing.

Was it a smooth ride to paradise, or was it crash and burn?

He will never know, but at least, he can have this.

“Hang on”

He tightens his grip. His meaning of life is right here.


A/N: To make a long story short—Jae’s in love, he’s also in denial. Yea..and I know it’s too imagery-ish and abstract random ..^___^ Comments are appreciated, concrit is <333


( 14 comments — Leave a comment )
Mar. 7th, 2009 12:29 am (UTC)
my spoooot
hey bb! am afraid that i won't do it justice if i read and comment at 3 in the morning...

so wait for me ne?
*huggles you*
Mar. 7th, 2009 08:10 am (UTC)
Re: my spoooot
oh aoiii!
i'm absolutely in love with this! waaaaa i love that it's soo abstract, bb that's what makes it so so great!

---“Hang on”
He tightens his grip. His meaning of life is right here---
you know how i could totally feel this? aoi, and it's so deep.
i feel like you've captured a part of Jae soul in this one, one hidden part of him!

you caught me on this one bb! i absolutely love abstract writing, i enjoy so much having to decode, decipher the lines, find the real meaning behind it all; not to mention i have a weakness for Jae written like this, somehow i think he really has hidden sides of him that only come out in such moments.
bb, and it's an enormous pleasure to read this from you!!!

bottom line...AOIII i loooved it!
thanks a bunch bb! do write more pleaseee *irresistible bambi eyes*
Mar. 8th, 2009 10:57 am (UTC)
Re: my spoooot

you dont know estatic i am hearing this from you..

feel like you've captured a part of Jae soul in this one, one hidden part of him!

there is NO bigger compliment for a dbsk fic writer than this bb..you're a real sweetheart for saying that..

doumo arigatou ne ^___________________^
Mar. 7th, 2009 12:29 am (UTC)
dear friend
Spot... i'm sleepy, but i'll come back after faculty

Mar. 8th, 2009 10:57 am (UTC)
Re: dear friend
sure thing bb..no hurry..

Mar. 7th, 2009 01:55 am (UTC)
oh my gahh!! aoi-chan~~!! do you know how you make my heart beats faster with this?? i love love this!!

the image of jaejoong on the bike, cycling with the wind in his air and just the image of him on the bike, aoi!!! you've painted it so beautifully, i could see myself on the same bike, in his place!! aoi!!! this is a total win!!

and the abstractness of it all--i live to read fics like this, aoi!! i crave for fics like this!!

aoi!! i love you the more for writing this!!! mmmuahhh! i'm a fan!!!!^^
Mar. 7th, 2009 01:57 am (UTC)
omg, i can't help but to feel so giddy after reading this!! ><

oh, aoi, if only you knew how much this piece gets to me!!

thanks you for writing this!!! >< <3 <3 <3
Mar. 8th, 2009 11:02 am (UTC)
^///^...*sachhie-chan got me soooo embarassed right now*

confused!jae on the bike..with yun holding on behind him-- the muse made my day..so couldnt resist sharing!!~~

soo glad you liked it bb..
of course will write more..keep the fics coming sachhie-chan!!~~

Mar. 7th, 2009 05:14 am (UTC)
i feel....lost...
maybe i dropped my brain+mind somewhere.. >_<

but i do beleive that falling in love @ in this case already in love but in denial is tedious n confusing...

ahaha, wat am i saying

neway,thankies for this
Mar. 8th, 2009 11:06 am (UTC)
i feel....lost...
maybe i dropped my brain+mind somewhere.. >_<

..bb that is *exactly* what i felt writing this .XD.lol..

hmm/..being in denial makes thngs much much more confusing ne..esp if you cant figure out yourself, then you end up hurting the other person too..

thanks so much dearie *hugs and kisses*

Mar. 7th, 2009 06:13 am (UTC)
yunjae on bike is aljdhieogfdlwf hot. @____@

He will never know, but at least, he can have this.

“Hang on”

He tightens his grip. His meaning of life is right here.

oh jae. u r a fool in love. *squishes* this is so nice. :3
Mar. 8th, 2009 11:12 am (UTC)
yunjae on bike-- all the tight leather is making me drooollyy imie-chan <33333

jae u r a fool in love ---> *nods*..hes sooo stupid at times..

thank you bb...loved your fic tones..!!!!!!
Mar. 7th, 2009 05:29 pm (UTC)
beautiful and nice.
i love the word, 'hang on'.
totally into the feel!

thanks for the fic!
Mar. 8th, 2009 11:14 am (UTC)

love the word, 'hang on' --> poor yun *has* to if he''s to get jae to realize anything..

gashh!! ill stop being all fangirly now..lol

thankies!!!!!!!!!!~~ <333
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