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[fic] Infinitum (G) Yunho/Jaejoong

Title: Infinitum
Pairing: Yunho/Jaejoong
Genre: Pre-DBSK fic. Pure fluff
Rating: G
Disclaimer: I don’t own the boys.




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Sometimes, Jaejoong is afraid of his dreams. Those dreams that once were so crystal clear, have grown brittle, murky and uncertain, awaiting the push that would finally shatter them into many-coloured fragments; like the remains of a precious ornament, faithfully collected and pieced together, still beautiful, but with a kind of exquisite despair that brought tears to the eyes.

It is one of those languid rolling summer afternoons on the banks of the Han, and as he lays his head down on the steps, it is almost like he is a spectator watching the world at play. The future, he muses, is like the clouds on that day. Stretching endlessly white in the sea of clear blue, impenetrable depths opaque and forbidding, as he desperately searches for his beacon. …. He is stranded on an island—he has cheerfully burnt his bridges, has left everything he cared for so so far away, giving chase to those fleeting dreams, and yet they continue to elude him, like a silvery ephemeral butterfly dancing just out of reach.

The summer is all round him, of vacations and melting ice-cream, of hazy mirages and golden sparkles in the river, but for some reason, he feels the heat closing in on him. So he continues to gaze up to the clouds, losing himself in their starkness, in the bleakness that is to be the future. He doesn’t even flinch when someone noisily plonks themselves besides him.

What do you see when you look up to the future, Yunho-yah? The question, unbidden as it is, spills from his lips. It is something that he has to know, has to find out.

I see you Jaejoong-ah

…..

Then Yunho smiles, slow and sure, the light in his eyes at once tender and distant. Gently, like a parent nursing a child’s first steps, he cradles Jaejoong’s palm in his, before tipping it against the sky, their joint fingers tracing intricate patterns into the clouds.

There are pathways, twisting and distant, but at the end of it all, Jaejoong-ah, when for that one moment everything I’ve done becomes crystal clear; that shining ray at the end of the tunnel…I want it to be you. So I burn bridges, turn corners blindly, always, always trusting that the person I will meet is you.

And then when Jaejoong looks back, for the first time, he sees the tiny tendrils of silver thread twisting and turning through the white mass, the faint crimson glow of the sun flickering through them. He sees their future, shifting and merging before him.

Then he lightly twines his hand with Yunho’s, each of them lost in his own thoughts.

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A/n: Quite incoherent actually, but I needed something to break my writer’s block. ^__^

Comments

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heaven_drops
Mar. 11th, 2009 05:45 pm (UTC)
spot, Aoi-chan~! ♥
will be back tomorrow, promise ^^
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 11th, 2009 06:02 pm (UTC)
kk dear..no hurries..

gn sd..<3333

muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 11th, 2009 06:10 pm (UTC)
eeepss..

~spot reserved for SoonHye-ah
heaven_drops
Mar. 12th, 2009 12:23 pm (UTC)
this is really beautiful: the atmosphere and the tranquil but yet a bit messy feeling... really beautiful <3
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 12th, 2009 08:22 pm (UTC)
thanks sooo much..

*huggles*..

sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 11th, 2009 05:46 pm (UTC)
^_________^
mah se pu to!!!

will be back later, aoi-chan~!
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 11th, 2009 06:11 pm (UTC)
Re: ^_________^
of course sweetie..

~~spot for sachhie-chan ^___^
sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 12th, 2009 09:35 am (UTC)
Re: ^_________^
am back!! oh, aoi!! aoi!! do you know i read this 3 times before commenting? because it's just so beatiful!! it deserves to be read more than twice!! as i read it again and again, licking in and feeling the texture of it all, of your words, of jae's thoughts and fears, of yunho's confidence,--aoi!!! you got me hooked,line and sinker,bb!! i just love your wordings! i love your imagery! i love your tone! aoi-chan!!
*digs my heart out*
*dig dig*
*hands it over to you*

take it, puhweeze? *kittens' eyes

these are my faves:
1)Sometimes, Jaejoong is afraid of his dreams. Those dreams that once were so crystal clear, have grown brittle, murky and uncertain, awaiting the push that would finally shatter them into many-coloured fragments; like the remains of a precious ornament, faithfully collected and pieced together, still beautiful, but with a kind of exquisite despair that brought tears to the eyes.
2)What do you see when you look up to the future, Yunho-yah? The question, unbidden as it is, spills from his lips. It is something that he has to know, has to find out.

I see you Jaejoong-ah

3)There are pathways, twisting and distant, but at the end of it all, Jaejoong-ah, when for that one moment everything I’ve done becomes crystal clear; that shining ray at the end of the tunnel…I want it to be you. So I burn bridges, turn corners blindly, always, always trusting that the person I will meet is you.

lol, okay, i might just end up quoting the entire fic back ,so i'll stop at 3! ><

really, aoi-chan!!! this is a win!! you're a win!!!
*blows and chases your writer's block away*
gogogogo! leave aoi alone, will ya? *blows fire through nose*

hihi!! aoi, really, thank you for such a lovely piece as this!!
*hugs*
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 12th, 2009 08:19 pm (UTC)
Re: ^_________^
aish!! sacchie-chan..you really really dont know *how* happy i was reading this comment..in fact i've read this about 2-3 times narcissistic-me..and i still cant get the smile off my face~

*glomps you till you turn blue* XD..arigatou..

how have you been dear?? long time no see... *chases your study-books away with a broom*..come back soon ne..

sacchlovedbsk
Mar. 13th, 2009 06:18 am (UTC)
Re: ^_________^
arghh! *am turning a deep shade of blue* xp xp

hehe. i'm at home,aoi! not studying, but busy with my new kittens!! been shopping for their toys and litter tray and food, and trying to get them used to the house and all. and by the end of the day, i'm too tired to write anything. hihi. plus, i can't find my muses. they seemed to vanish to nowhere. wrote that drabble last night without the muses..and it's weird.

so no worries,bb! i'm doing great, just been busy with cats at home!!
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 13th, 2009 08:23 pm (UTC)
Re: ^_________^
hmm...read your entries yesterday..i repeat myself: they're just tooo cute...they're so cute that i may even forgive you if you put dbsk-fangirling at second priority for the moment..lol..

eh~~ looks like mayb the muses got tired out on your writing-spree..no worries bb-- you enjoy time w the kittens!!~ for the meantime--> *catches muses and mails them to you ~~tied and gagged~~* *wink wink*

sidmaron
Mar. 11th, 2009 06:28 pm (UTC)
Amazing...
What a calming atmosphere and everything was crystal clear! :D
(Ôo That rhymes!)
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 12th, 2009 07:56 pm (UTC)
lol XD..thank you soooo much dearie *huggles*
andraangel5
Mar. 11th, 2009 07:29 pm (UTC)
ok ok spoooooot for clumsy, stupid me that has just now seen this omg am going up to read
andraangel5
Mar. 11th, 2009 07:50 pm (UTC)
ok...can i hug you? can i give you a out-of-this-world hug?
*am giving you a out-of-this-world hug as we speak*

cause you have my heart on this one, you have it all!
gawd you know how i long for such pieces? this is pure joy, the one that gets you to the tears aoi...

i'm quoting only this cause otherwise i'll quote the whole piece: "So I burn bridges, turn corners blindly, always, always trusting that the person I will meet is you. " -- i can't tell you how much this means

the whole imagery, the word associations...aoiii it's simply mesmerizing! and yun being so romantic and fluffy (you know how this gets to me ne?)

this is to say it out loud, you got yourself a stalker, cause i'm officially your fan aoi-chan!
i love your writing! thank you for this o so beautiful piece bb!

muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 12th, 2009 08:19 pm (UTC)
^_____________^ soooo glad this fluff-fest made you smile..im on a dangerous sugar-high reading your comment andra-chan..you're a true sweetheart..

*smooches you breathless*
~yunho looks on jealously~

^^
mana_tashyunnie
Mar. 12th, 2009 02:59 am (UTC)
awwww

*hug u*
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 12th, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)
*glomps back tightly* thank you.. <33
imie_schweetzel
Mar. 12th, 2009 05:18 am (UTC)
There are pathways, twisting and distant, but at the end of it all, Jaejoong-ah, when for that one moment everything I’ve done becomes crystal clear; that shining ray at the end of the tunnel…I want it to be you. So I burn bridges, turn corners blindly, always, always trusting that the person I will meet is you. -- this is so beautiful. i think we all wish that someone would say that to that to us, for us to become a destination to be reached - a mission to be accomplished.

pre-tvxq yunjae is ♥ reminded me of jaejae's big curious eyes and yunho's too rough stance. they are made of (for) love even before any of this craziness began. :)

thank u for sharing this, aoi-ya. and yes, writer's block a bitch (am suffering too T__T). *huggles*
muramatsu_aoi
Mar. 12th, 2009 08:18 pm (UTC)

imie-chan <3333

i think we all wish that someone would say that to that to us, for us to become a destination to be reached - a mission to be accomplished. ~~ so true so true..

think maybe thats the reason why i wrote this for yunjae..theyv'e gone through too much to *not* be together at the last..

you've got writer's block too?!!??..*clicks open cage and drowns you in a plot-bunnie stampede*~~

chuuu!!~~ XXX
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